Why do i blog?
I have clinical depression. Yes, i do. I need to know that i DO things. There are many bright spots in a day, in a life. Have tried to journal, and that seems to be a hard thing to do. Still do it at times, but am in no way consistent. A blog can have pictures which is a brightness in black and white. Originally started this in an attempt to stay connected to friends and family when i went on the road and was getting ready to go. Little known at the time was that many of them do not bother to even look at the blog :) !! Oh, well i DO !! It has morphed into a self help tool. Just the other day i was looking again at the pictures of my time in Louisiana and New Orleans. (HAVE got to figure out how to do a book off blogger. I like those alot too, of specific places and times) Time at the beach in Navarre. Even things i did last week. May not be of an interest to the general public, BUT it does show me that i was out and about and even made something creative. Which is so important when one is feeling sorry for one self :)
I am NOT in that bad a shape, but it is a help.
I am feeling much better. This is the 1st day with no back pain in about a week and i even went into the yard and pulled up some grass/weeds and watered what little plants i DO have in. The lawn needs to be mowed in back again, geez. It is coming together well tho, all those 'spots' from doggie pee-pee are filling in nicely. Have to spread some seed out there too, and get some weed and feed out there. Always something. But that is good, good, good. I am needed :) HA!!!
Take Care All!! Be kind to yourselves....