Monday, May 18, 2015
More of Same
Some of the beautiful flowers I got.
Not much going on. Well, not much for normal, but a lot for me, right now I guess. I have actually gotten out of bed, gotten dressed and spent the last two days UP all day. And survived!! The lilacs are almost done blooming and I never got a pic this year. I have watered plants outside and pulled some weeds, that makes me feel better. Am trying to eat. Have lost 15# and no one is happy with me. It is a mind thing. Am a little scared to eat... and pay attention to every gurgle.. geez. things just do not seem normal, but maybe this is the new normal and things are still settling into where they should be and what they should be doing. Doc says, it takes time. No lifting for 6 weeks... how does that work? Luci needs up on the bed like 10 times a day. And her incessant crying is killing my last nerve! Have not even been reading, just feel to scattered for it.. Weird, that had better come back --fast!! Only take one pain pill at night about 10p so I can get and stay to sleep. Really have no unmanageable pain, which is a good thing. Am cooking and keeping the kitchen clean, which I feel is within my capabilities.. haha
So, things go on, they change, get better, move on. ( but not really anything blog worthy, so may be absent until things really smooth out and return to normal and I actually DO something)
Take Care and God Bless All