"Sons"

Ok, i admit, i watch alot of TV...  there are just certain shows that 'grab' me.  I don't usually just sit and watch, i am doing something else, sometimes reading also,  books, magazines, the paper, most certainly crocheting. I can normally multi-task.
 One of those is 'Sons of Anarchy'  Anyone else watch it?  It is interesting to see how Jax struggles to find his humanity in the world he lives in. I know it is there somewhere.  Well, last night, Opie, his best friend, childhood friend, (one of my favorite characters, sometimes the voice of reason)  was killed in the most horrible fashion, while in County Jail.  It will be with me a long time. I sat there transfixed. Is this something that is failing in me? I KNOW it is not real.  Does this happen somewhere in our world? How could that possibly be?   There are so many twists in this show, hard to keep up. Like i forget how they even got in jail this time, that was in last season? Or maybe i missed a show, bet i did.  I don't know, can i watch it anymore, how do i justify it? How do people think these things up? Is there a redeeming quality, i don't know if i can find it if Jax goes over to the 'dark side' and stays there....
Geez, am i getting carried away or what?

Oh AND i hit over 50,000 views!!!  Can hardly believe that!!! Do people really find me interesting to a certain degree?  Can't imagine, i am just, well, normal, aren't I???